I realise...

I realise...that I have to get my frilly skirt fixed. It's getting looser now.

I realise...that I have lost some weight.

I realise...that I need lots of help with my Flash project.

I realise...that I only have 2 days to complete it.

I realise...that I only have 1 day to finish my Malaysian Studies project.

I realise...that I have gained some weight. Don't tell me about what I said earlier.

I realise...that my presentation skills are slowly improving.

I realised...that everytime I see Frank Lampard on TV, I have something in my mouth and I'd be doing something with my lips. It ranges from pouting, licking, biting [you can bite with it!] or drooling.

I realised...that I cannot live without my PC. I used to believe I cannot do anything without my radio. I have been proven wrong.

I realised...that the only song that gets to me and can really make me cry like a broken drain pipe...is 5ive's *Closer To Me*. No one knows why. I don't cry listening to any song! Ever since this song was released, I cry listening to it everytime I hear it. I never cry listening to anything, unless I was crying before that.

I realised...that my sleep pattern has gone absolutely haywire. i'm suffering Delayed Sleep Phase Syndrome [DSPS]. I have been sleeping at 4 am and waking up at 6 am! I end up getting f**king headache in the morning.

I realised...that I suddenly find men with muscular arms quite attractive. Felipe Massa and Abs 5ive [Mar, don't get me started already on that stupid Ritchie Neville! I think Abs rocks!] have muscular arms. I like stick insects! Skinny guys are my type. I like men with skinny hands...like mine! Not bigger than that!

~Life ain't anything alone,
Can't you see?
You're an angel in my eyes,
Everyday, you're closer to me...~
*Closer To Me - 5ive*

Why am I reminding myself of the songs I used to listen to when I was in high school?
Why am I liking a person I didn't really like from a band I didn't really like now?
Why am I crying when I hear that song???

I don't have to tell it to you again. I hate the word WHY so bloody much!

*Bluesy* out!