Too tired...feel like giving up!

Yes I'm tired. Tired of being nice. Once I try to be nice, a lot of scoundrels try to take advantage of me. Once I try to be bitchy, people start thinking I'm being spiteful. I really don't even know why I'm trying so hard to please everyone. Being an apple polisher, shoe polisher or even the bald head polisher. I'm just too tired of being the naive and nice me. I really wish the hot-tempered, bitchy, and impish me would prevail soon. I'm really too tired to go on being me.

Feel like giving up. I know I can't but I just feel like doing it! I'm fading away...